tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12729468877790847862011-07-08T07:45:33.248+08:00My love and wait for you.Sabbienoreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1272946887779084786.post-66540031494701429092010-02-28T05:14:00.001+08:002010-02-28T05:16:29.795+08:00<strong>Day one</strong>, officially without you.<br /><br />Deleted all the posts in this blog. Starting afresh. To blog about my love and wait for you.<br />I haven't been blogging for a long long time. As in really long. In the past few months so much has happened. I've fallen from the happiest girl on earth to the most miserable corpse. I know that most of the fault was mineow u have someone else, i wouldn say in your heart, but in your mind at least. I hurt so much, to know that i cant be your lover anymore. Its been a hectic week. Through the breakup, finding out about her existence, knowing that it is because of her that i wouldnt be given that second chance. This week, i havent eaten, slept or done anything except cry, think and miss you n your love. I can say that this is the worst state i have ever been in. The eyes are swollen till i dont know how to put on eyeliner anymore, the pupils are so infected there is pus & my contact lenses cant stay in. My eye bags are so bad they look like i was born with it. I've lost so much weight that is i havent lost u, i would be so proud of myself, and you would be so happy.<br />I miss you so much and im willing to endure every single thing you want to put me through. I dont know how u can ever love someone so deeply for so long n sudddenly just not love that person anymore. I believe and you know that i know you more than anyone else, I believe that one day i will win you back, your heart and person no matter how much i have to go through. Cos i know that you are not a heartless person.<br />I miss falling asleep in your arms every night and waking up to see your cute sleeping face. i havent had a good night's sleep in ages.<br />I need you so much that i literally see your face everywhere i go.<br />Kia kah liang, you are the one sweet n perfect guy whom i love and will always do.<br />I wont be able to smiel from my heart again till im by your side like before.<br />I miss your smile, your hugs, and perfect little kisses and sweet words.<br />Although relationships tend to get less interesting after awhile, especially since we stay together, i believe the love is still somewhere buried in your heart.<br />I love you, my dearest baby precious.<br />You most probably will never read this, but i will tell the world n anyone willing to listen that i will never ever let you go.<br /><br />You're mine and im yours always.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1272946887779084786-6654003149470142909?l=sabbieloves.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Sabbienoreply@blogger.com0